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Your Name 4K Kimchidvd - $30
LifeForce - $15
Prince of Darkness - $18
Glass - $18
Ghost in the Shell 4K - $15
It 4K - $18
Back to the future trilogy - $18
Detective Pikachu 4K - $25
Wreck it Ralph 4K - $20
Alita Battle Angel 4K 3D(has slight wear) - $15
Dracula(no slipcover) - $15
Star Wars Episode 1 and Episodes 4-6 - $22(some of these have wear on them)
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This will be my last post for awhile. Trying to sell this stuff before I move!
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Good evening! I've been a lurker for awhile now since I got into beads back in late 2022. I've made a few designs since then but I have a couple of questions.
First, any suggestions for what to do with leftover off brand beads? I received a starter kit for Christmas with off brand fuse beads. I'm working on using up what I have for the off brand beads before I move on to Perler brand beads and I'm not sure what to do with the off brand leftovers I will likely end up with.
I don't want to just throw them out and I've read that it's better not to mix brands because of the different melting points but I'm not exactly sure what to do with leftovers. Any suggestions would be appreciated!
My second question is on a possible purchase. I've been looking at the Cricut EasyPress 2 for melting since it's on sale. I really dislike ironing pieces and I struggle to get an even melt; from what I've seen, the EasyPress would make it much fastesimpler to do so.
It's on sale right now for $129 plus I have a $20 gift card I could use toward it. Is it worth it at the current price / for doing fuse beads in general?
Thank you for any help! The community has been a delight to view in the time I've spent lurking and I appreciate all the advice I have seen and been able to use myself.

I just started Remicade in Jan. It has worked wonderfully for me, making me feel back to being human again. All of my infusions up until today went without any issue.
Today, however, going into hour two, when they bumped the rate of the infusion up, the bottom of my left foot started getting stupidly itchy, to the point where I had to take my shoe off and try to scratch it, but that did nothing to alleviate the itch. I called the nurse in, and the itch started spreading to the top of my foot (and my foot was getting a rash/hives). They then gave me a hefty dose of Benadryl, and some steroid, which resolved the rash/itchiness within a few minutes. They started the infusion back up and I was able to finish without issue.
Is this something I can expect to have happen in future infusions? The Benadryl made me groggy enough that I had to call my wife to come pick me up as I wasn’t comfortable driving. I’ve never had a reaction like this before and I’m new to this whole infusion thing. Anyone else have something like this happen?

Tbh, I am not sure where to begin.. sorry for the long post
I (F34) am currently a graduate student earning graduate degree. So my income isn't as great as my SO (M35). My SO income is about 2.5 fold of what mine is and we are comfortable. We own a three unit house, rent two of them out, while we stay in one of the unit. Each unit is about 1000 sqft, with a large fenced in backyard.
We have quite a few animals (cats and dogs). My SO is in charge of the dogs while I am in charge of taking care of the cats. Not sure if it's relevant.
We have been together for 9 years and married for 6. We have had plenty of arguments of my SO not doing their fair share of chores because of their inherited diseases (EDS which cause osteoarthritis because they had to go through two knee surgery and one shoulder surgery) as we grew older it gets harder for my SO to move so, after MANY MANY arguments we decided on hiring cleaning services. It started this year.
In the meantime, while the chores responsibilities are kind of out of the way, I am getting tired of requesting my SO to put things back where they got it from. These happened a few times. My SO would often NOT SEE something, then ASK where it is before even searching for it. They they would, pretend to SEARCH for it while taking everything out (just looked) and decided the needed items weren't there. I am getting very fedup of this behavior. I feel like this is a child-like behavior that should be corrected. But alas, my SO is an adult and you can't change an adult.
Then it dawned me :

1. I have been doing the groceries. My SO does grocery too but only when they needed something for themselves (for example, chocolate milk), then will they go to the store.
   
   1. I cook 2-3 times a week, I cook a big batch and store it. My SO is in charge of cleaning. However, my SO would leave the cleaning to the very last minute when we have the sink so full that we can not put anything in for my SO to load the dishwasher. I have noted multiple times I do not like the sink to be dirty. I always want it cleaned, but of course it falls to deaf ears.
2. I am in charge to look for the cleaning services, I am the person in charge searching for ppl to mow the lawn, I was in charge of finding handyman to fix the problems our tenants are having. Sometimes I am in charge of finding someone for snow removal.
   
3. I am in charge of cleaning the cat litter, while my SO is in charge of clearing the backyard with dog poops. My SO typically lets the dogs out twice a day about 5 min each time. At the beginning, my SO NEVER cleaned the backyard of the dog poop because "it nourishes" the grass. (And also whenever they want to clean the back yard they are in a lot of pain from the osteoarthritis). After multiple arguments (maybe about 2 years every other month) they started to clean more often. Maybe 1-2 times a month now.
   
4. My SO is in charge of filling up water for the animals (only filling), hardly washing it until I point it out or I did it myself. Then my SO would be "I was about to clean it today".
   
5. My SO is also in charge of taking out the trash weekly. Which is one thing they do amazingly!
   
6. I deal with the finances, I make sure all bills are paid on time, credit card paid off monthly. We are definitely living comfortably.
   
7. I am in charge of dealing with the tenants so I requested my SO to be in charge of looking for handyman or contractors to fix up the house... But recently it proves to be a failure. There was a leak in the house and I asked my SO to make a call to the person who did our roof. Typically when I request, I do expect it to get done within 24 hours.... After a few days my SO made that call, but no one answered. My SO stopped trying........ Didn't even bother following up anymore. I requested my SO to call again... After almost a week... This is not a one time incident. Everytime a contractor or handyman did not reply my SO completely shuts down and does not want to follow up. When I asked why dont they follow up, I was met with "They didn't answer my phone the last time I called". I don't think following up once a day was too bad, considering we paid $20k for the roof to get it fix couple years back. Anyway, they came once and said needed a ladder, but never told us when they would come back. That was 5 days ago... I am not going to make a call to the contractor because I feel like this is what needed to be done personally.
   

So my question is am I overreacting for my SO lack of wanting to search for stuff and then refusing to put away stuff the way my SO took it out? Not following up with stuff they should be following up, like contractors? I often tell my SO "you never do things" but that isn't true (that is one problem statement I have to fix). My SO does some stuff, but it is often not enough, or things are done HALFWAY... But they would always reply "I do stuff you don't acknowledge, you only acknowledge stuff when I don't do it"
Am I overreacting for wanting to get out of this relationship? I don't even want kids with this person considering they have many health problems not to mention all these personalities crash we have here. I personally think if they cannot act like a adequate adult they should not have kids.
I feel so sick just thinking about this problem. I am so sick with living with someone who just doesn't care. I tried so hard to let things go, and tell myself this is who my SO is and there is no use trying to change a person, especially someone who's growing older and grumpier by the year (due to their pain I assumed). What do I do?? Should I recommend couples therapy? What good would that do, if my SO level of cleanliness/tidiness vs mine are so different? I let go while letting my SO tendencies run free?

Hello i just got my predator helios 300 ph315-55 and its boots up. but as soon as i pick it up it turns off and has the blue light on its side solid. If i plug it in the charger light comes on. But in order for it to get it to turn back on. I have to hold the power button till it goes off. Then i have to hold it till the turbo button flashes and hold ctrl alt delete till the screen flashes and it let go and it starts but if i pick it up i does it agian.

It was a stressful day as I texted and emailed back and forth with a Chicagoland Toyota dealer today. They had a limited with stargaze in the exact color combination I’d like to buy. But with a nearly $4k market adjustment and another nearly $4k list of port and factory installed “options” (that were not optional), I had to 🙅🏻‍♀️ say no and let it go. They told me someone was coming in at 5pm to see this Venza so I had to decide quickly. Maybe that was for the best as it had the opposite effect on me of what was probably expected. But it’s disheartening to say the least.

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Hey there everyone. Grew up about a mile from Disneyland (my childhood home is technically on the map of Disneyland in the Disneyland app). Always had an annual pass ($99/year back then to really date myself), but moved out of state in my 20’s. So it’s been forever since I’ve been there and so much has changed. Planning on taking my five year old daughter this October. Hoping to get tickets to the Oogie Boogie bash. I saw those go on sale in a few weeks.
Any who. My question is, when will mid October dates be available for me to purchase tickets and make my reservation?
Can I buy tickets now for two days of park hopping without a reservation? Then make the reservation once our dates open up?
With so many constant rumors about ticket increases, I’m trying both get tickets as cheap as I can, and also make sure I get reservations made as soon as possible so we don’t miss the dates we are going to be in town.
Truly appreciate all your advice.

I am still pretty shook after what happened yesterday when my gf and I were travelling on a bus going to Staten Island from Broadway.
We are both Indians, if that matters.
It was our last day in NYC and in America as tourists. We were going back before midnight to our place in SI.
Exhausted, we boarded the bus only to realise that my gf left her phone at the bus stop.
To make matters worse, only her phone has a US SIM card, making my phone virtually useless without WiFi (ran out of data).
We asked the driver if he could stop but understandably, he told us that the next stop is in 15 mins.
While waiting, I asked a person who boarded the bus after us if I could borrow his phone to make a phone call to my family.
I dialled my family, told them that we are safe and to call on her phone to see if we can retrieve it before it gets stolen.
I was speaking in my native language, because that is what I am used to.
While speaking on the phone, I suddenly realised the person who gave me the phone cut it mid-call and snatched the phone away from me.
He may have gotten triggered by something he heard in my language. I was pretty weirded out but chalked it up to “people are different”.
My family who wanted more information called back the number, only to be met with raging abuse on the part of the stranger whose phone I borrowed.
It took me a while to understand that this guy is talking to my family. He kept threatening to punch me in the face to my family and upon hanging up, he started a vitriolic speech that referred to my gf and I as lying scammers who used his phone to gain access to his finances.
He went on to claim that he stopped me midway from coordinating with an international operator to scam his money.
He called on all the people on the bus to look at the scammers he caught AKA us. It was scary and humiliating to say the least.
The strangest thing is I know not to mess with randos, so I selectively chose a guy who seemed the most innocuous. This is as opposed to the guy seated next to me unapologetically watching porn.
Aghast, I thought someone on the bus would step in (they do in my country) but they looked at us like scammers and didn’t show any reluctance in taking videos of us in the moment (the videography could be positive but everything seemed so sinister at the time).
In hindsight, I should have probably spoken in English but English is not my first or second language. It was a force of habit to talk to my family in my native tongue in a distressed situation.
To add insult to injury, he started asking the bus driver to stop the bus and kick us out.
He kept going and going. Obviously, I was trying not to engage but when there is a more than likely chance of getting punched, it is hard to look away.
I kept telling myself that he could have a gun to prevent myself from instinctively appealing or even picking up my phone to call 9-1-1 (SOS).
He got off at the next stop, yelling at us to get down with him. My gf spoke to the driver who was kind enough to understand that we didn’t feel safe being dropped in the same stop.
We got down at the stop after that, ran to a convenience store and called our family to emolliate them and to let them know that we are safe.
Boy, that could have been a whole lot worse! Tarnished an otherwise spectacular nyc trip.
Note that we have been travelling the US for a month now with 0 bad experiences. Don’t know how to feel about returning after being made to feel unsafe in this way.
Writing this post to get it off my chest and vent.

I've had joint pain since I was a kid. It's gotten worse as I get older. Back pain started around age 14 and now 28. I was just bedridden from back pain for over 30 days. Husband had to clean, cook, bathe me, dress me, drive me to appointments, push my wheelchair. This is common for me. Now I was told years ago I had rhuematoid arthritis. My new primary care did bloodwork and told me nothing is wrong with me. I told her I was diagnosed seronegative but she didn't care. My medical records are gone they got lost at my husband's last duty station in the military. I have absolutely nothing but some old prescriptions for example celebrex when I was younger. I just got health insurance this year after many years of not having it. I struggle with intense pain all the time. I'm also having surgery for endometriosis and possible adenomyosis in July. I know those don't count as a disability but they should 🤬 worst pain on this planet I swear. Anyways I haven't worked in 3 years because I just can't due to constant pain or being bedridden. Well I decided to give it a try again and I started my job on the 1st and worked the 2nd as well and quit my new job on the 3rd. I've been bedridden since. The pain from just those 2 days was so excruciating in my joints and spine I just wanted to 💀. Nobody knows what's wrong with me. The only thing I've done recently is a MRI of my lower spine. Just degenerative disc disease, bulging disc, loss of lumbar lordosis and a synovial cyst which I was told by 3 doctors none of this is causing my pain and either its in my head or it's just random nerve pain. I literally cannot work though. I can't do anything almost. I've had a sit down job. Can't do it either. My hand joints hurt, back hurts, all my other joints still hurt so bad doing it. Not as bad as standing but still not enough to work. Should I even try to apply? I don't even have a diagnosis anymore and nobody cares to find out what's wrong with me they just say yeah its weird your in so much pain and just move on 😭😭😭 I need money and I've tried everything for work.

A few days ago I was playing a few games such as call of duty and league of legends are started noticing random spurts of packet loss. I started doing some trouble shooting and found when I use terminal tracert to google the 2nd dns server of my isp comes back as unrespive. The second thing I tried was pinging google and my DNS serves and found roughly 10 out of 250 pings I would see a large spike of upwards of 1000ms response. I have spoken to my ISP multiple times with no luck. Lastly I used Dslreports.com to run a ping on my home network for 24 hours and saw a 30% packet loss over the time period.
My question is, could there be a hardware issue in my home or should I consider using a different DNS server?

Across The Spider-Verse is awesome! Best comic book adaptation, and that cliffhanger? Pure Baahubaali Pt 1 ending level!
That aside, would really to see how this movie will influence future Telugu filmmakers and movies.
The major influence would definitely be the colour palette. Spider-Verse movies use colour to not just make scenes cool, but to show the emotional state. The scenes between Gwen and her father are just powerful; the colours around them, emotions etc. Can you just imagine a budding Telugu filmmaker watching that scene and wants to emulate in their future movies? Considering that South Indian movies are using more "neon-like" colour palettes in their movies, it'd make sense for them to step up and go further.
Other than that, there's a lot of potential for this movie to inspire Indian animators. Imagine the painterly art of Raja Ravi Verma brought to life using the animation tech of Spider-verse.
What's your personal opinion?

My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and a half. We are LDR, but we are each other's firsts when we met for the first time. I thought everything was perfect and I could trust this man with my life. The chemistry was incredible. We shared a perfect 3 weeks together.
Eventually, I had to go back home, but we grew closer and more determined to close the distance. However, about two weeks after our first meeting, I noticed that he's been looking at this tiktok girl who creates gym thirst traps. I asked him to stop viewing content like that because it makes me uncomfortable, especially since she looks nothing like me and is very obviously hotter. He says he's just watching her because she has good fitness advice, but agrees to what I say.
Fast forward 2 months later, and I see that's he was viewing a subreddit specifically of people jerking off to her content. He admits to masturbating to her, and I'm disgusted. I feel so betrayed. He knew how I felt about this girl and decided that a quick nut was worth more than how I feel. On top of proving that he lied about "only watching her for fitness advice."
It's been 4 months since this happened, and although we're both trying to move forward, I can't help but still have moments where I doubt him, and even feel disgusted, or indifferent towards him. It hurts that the man I gave everything to could do this to me.
What should I do? Is this even salvageable? Is the trust just never going to be repaired?
tl;dr boyfriend jerked off to a tiktok girl I specifically told him to stop viewing and now I can't trust him

Draven’s eyes squinted, and he sank deep within himself. Pulling on [Mind Supremacy], Draven blocked out the pain and focused on his inner flame. He pulled on his essence, charging up as much fire as he could. Flames licked the surface of his armor as he built up more flames with [Draconic Pyromancy].
New Mind Supremacy Technique! Pain suppressant
Draven opened his eyes, flames burning deep within them. He cried out as he unleashed the tightly packed fire he contained within himself. Flames exploded out of him, pushing the El’Dresi away from him.
The El’Dresi crossed his arms, blocking his face from the brunt of the flames. The explosion pushed him back, causing his exosuit to leave rough groves along the metal flooring.
“The little disciple has some bite to his bark,” the El’Dresi smiled. He disappeared in a flash of lightning again, using the Flash Step Technique of air dragonborn. The El’Dresi appeared before Draven again, blade zipping towards Draven's heart.
Draven’s heart skipped a beat as he channeled Essence to his Supremacy Talents and entered Ascendancy mode. The Sygaldry along his armor glowed a furry red, empowered by Draven’s Essence. He parried the El’Dresi’s blade and punched the air dragonborn with a fist of concussive fire.
The El’Dresi went sailing into the air, crashing into the ground with a bang.
“Draven, Sync up with me,” Sygvar said. He too had entered Ascendancy mode.
Draven pushed his mind into the Weave. He found the Sympathetic Thread connecting him and his Master. It was thick, a sign of their strong connection. He bound himself to it, allowing himself to become one with his master’s mind, body, and soul.
New Mind, Body, Soul Supremacy Technique! Sync
Draven quickly entered the settings of his status and disabled notifications. He thought to leave them on before because he believed they could be helpful. But they were distracting him from the battle.
A wurl wind of air manifested around the El’Dresi as he floated to his feet in Acendecy Mode. The Sygaldry, runes of power, decorating his armor, were a blaze, a green glow emanating from the words of power.
“Now the real fun begins,” the El’Dresi crackled. He Flashed Stepped, disappearing again.
Draven sensed the El’Dresi through the Weave. He lashed out behind him, kicking the El’Dresi in the chest and pushing him towards Sygvar.
Sygvar kicked the legs from under the El’Dresi, causing him to fall.
Draven created a flame missile and fired it point-blank at the El’Dresi.
The El’Dresi conjured a blast of Air, causing the missile to bend off course and detonate into the ground.
He hopped to his feet, sending a chain of lightning at Sygvar.
Sygvar blocked it with his sword. He then heated his blade and cut into the armor of the El’Dresi.
The El’Dresi pulled back in pain.
Draven came from behind, delivering a cut to the El’Dresi’s leg. Causing the air dragon born to fall to his knee.
“You guys are good, too good. I guess I need a little help,” the El’Dresi said as he pressed a button.
“You talk too much,” Draven said, smacking the El’Dresi.
Gates squeaked open, and the ground began to rumble. Hollows came pouring into the room. Marrows ran on all four, with Spikes trailing just behind them. Bone Devils mixed in with the horde, pushing aside the weaker hollows to get to Draven and Sygvar.
The El’Dresi jumped to his feet and sprinted toward the incoming horde of hollows. Draven and his master raced after him before he could get to safety.
Draven unleashes a cone of fire. Superheating the air as it impacted the El’Dresi.
The El’Dresi conjured a shield of air, deflecting the blast of flames. And letting the momentum push him up and over the horde of hollows. He disappeared in the wave of bodies, crackling like a madman.
“Damn it,” Sygvar hissed. “Draven, stay close to me.”
Draven drew near his master. Only a few feet away from him.
“We’re going to clear a path towards the computer terminal. I want you to have Ari download the files off of it.” Sygvar yelled over the horde of hollows. His sword was ablaze with fire as he sliced throw a Marrow.
“The base will self-destruct in five minutes,” a voice boomed from speakers in the room.
“That bastard! Draven, don’t hold back! When need to get to that console!” Sygvar’s voice warped and deepened as his body transformed. His exosuit became more organic, melding to his body like a second skin. Wings and a tail sprouted from his back. His fingers and toes sharped into claws, and flames manifested on his arms and as a crown of fire above his head. Sygvar flew into the mob of feral mutants, becoming a living storm of fire and death.
Draven underwent a less impressive transformation. The red glow from the Sygaldry and flames manifested as jets along his arms and legs. The Hollows before him slowed as he sped up his perception time.
Plums of fire rocketed Draven into the horde of Hollows, following his master. His sword glowed as he sliced throw the feral mutants. The Marrows and Spikes were cut down like butter, but the Bone Devils were still challenging. But they were cut down in a few strikes while Draven was in his enhanced state.
The duo gradually cut their way toward the terminal. That’s when Draven got a spike of danger from the Weave. He was too slow and was slapped across the face by a giant claw. Draven backflipped, distancing himself from the new foe.
This creature was different than the others. This was a Wargoth, a mutant with the power of bone and muscle. Four muscular tentacles protruded from the creature's back. Segmented bone covered the spasming muscles as its tentacles wiped around. It roared, spitting saliva all over the ground. Then charged Draven, its four claws shaving the metal flooring.
Draven kicked the creature in the face, sending out a current of fire.
The Wargoth went sailing towards Sygvar. It lashed out its tentacles at the Master Al’Manti.
Sygvar’s blade ignited in flames, and it blurred, severing the Wargoth’s tentacles.
Draven came up from behind, stepping on telekinetic steps. He then rocketed downwards onto the Wargoth with a jet of flames. He concentrated, his flames burning hotter and hotter. Eventually ultimately shifting from their reddish yellow hue to a bright blue. His blade cracked the bone exoskeleton around the Wargoth’s skull, bathing the creature’s brain in blue flames.
The creature thrashed about in pain, then went still.
“Draven, go get the data!”
“On it,” Draven said as he sprinted to the console. He took out a cable from the back of the neck of his exosuit and plugged it into the console. “Ari download all the data from the storage.”
File after file zipped past Draven’s hud for his exosuit. The download only took a second to finish.
“I’m done, but the data must be decrypted,” Ari said.
“That’s fine,” Draven then unplug the cable leading from his suit to the console. He then ran over to his master, “All done.”
“Good,” Sygvar picked Draven up and then took to the sky with his wings. Above the increasing number of Hollows, Sygvar sped towards the exit. The hollows raged as they chased after the air-born duo. Quickly they exited the base, landing on Tywen’s back.
“Take to the sky, quickly!” Sygvar yelled as he set Draven down.
Tywen beat his wings, and they rapidly ascended. Soon after they left the ground, hollows poured out of the El’Dresi base. They swarmed the area they had just been. Then an explosion destroyed the hill the base was built into and the flora around it.
Draven opened his status and instantly dumped nine path points into his path.
You have completed the Way Al’Manti of the Al’Manti Path!
+9 Attribute Points
New Feat: The Way of the Al’Manti New Class: Al’Manti Disciple
Draven click on his new feat and class. They both popped up as screens in his mind.
The Way of the Al’Manti (Tier 1) Grants: +1 INT** +1 FIN +1 WIS
+1 STR +1 DEX +1 CON
+1 SPR +1 AFF +1 FOR
Al’Manti Disciple **You have graduated from your training as a adept and are now ready to become a disciple. As a disciple you have mastered the basics of controlling you mind, body, and soul. You have learned a martial art of the Al’Manti and your skill at it has been deemed satisfactory. But there is still more work to be done. Grants: +1 Mind Attribute per level +1 Body Attribute per level +1 Soul Attribute per level +1 Attribute point every 3rd level
Core Talents: Mind Supremacy Body Supremacy Soul Supremacy Al’Manti 5th Blade Kata
Draven then opened his new status.
Name: Draven Althorne Age: 18
Ancestory: Fire Dragon Born (Tier 1 - LV 3)
Class: Al’Manti Disciple (Tier 1 - LV 0)
Sub Class 1: Locked Sub Class 2: Locked Sub Class 3: Locked
Feats: None
- Mind Attributes - INT: 17 / 18 FIN: 14 / 15 WIS: 11 / 12
- Body Attributes - STR: 19 / 20 DEX: 17 / 18 CON: 16 / 17
- Soul Attributes - SPR: 12 / 13 AFF: 14 / 15 FOR: 19 / 20
Attribute Points: 9
- Essences - Stamina: 129 / 129 Vitality: 150 / 150 Mana: 135 / 135
- Talents: 5 / 9 - Draconic Pyromancy LV 6 Mind Supremacy LV 7 Body Supremacy LV 8 Soul Supremacy LV 6 Al’Manti 5th Blade Kata LV 7
Path: None Path Points: 26 Paths Available: 8
Release Schedule: M-W-F at 5 am PDT/PST.
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I started ozempic 3/31. The first 2.5 weeks I lost a significant amount of weight then it stopped and I gained a little back. I’m assuming part of it was water weight and some was actual weight loss. I felt nothing until I went up to 1.0mg and now I feel like death. I plan on going back down but this week and last week is like hell on earth. Food is literally repulsive. I’m down 23 pounds so far but I can’t stand up. Im weak, lightheaded and nauseous. Even if I did go to the doctor, there’s not much they can do because of the long half life, right? I’m concentrating on hydrating but eating is almost off the table. The one thing that I was amazed/horrified by (TMI alert) is that last week I ate a cheeseburger happy meal at 7 at night (before it got really, really bad). It took me an hour to get it down. The next day at 2pm, I vomited almost fully formed pickles. What does this drug do? 19 hours later and food is still sitting in my stomach undigested? What about the pills I take? Are they getting absorbed when they are supposed too? I can solider through most of it because I haven’t been this thin since college, but everyone around me is concerned. I told no one I’m taking it. I just make excuses it’s my gallbladder. Zofran, tums, gas x for burps, Gatorade. Any other tips to get through this rough patch. Right now I’m burping up the tomato soup I ate at 6 hours ago.

The veil between time is thinned, the Demon King’s Gloom from a time long past is infiltrating the present. Link and Zelda investigate under the castle to find the source but things aren’t as they should be, they see the murals representing the Imprisoning War that Zelda hadn’t seen before the Gloom. Zelda and Link see Ganondorf imprisoned by Rauru’s arm but it is a trick by ancient Ganondorf’s Gloom causing a vision, a possibility. Her interaction with the stone of time sends her back to the dawn of Hyrule inadvertently making the possibility a reality. Zelda tells Rauru how The Demon King was sealed using his arm. It is known that Zelda*(Sonia in the past), The Hero of Hyrule, and The Demon King are destined and bound by the triforce, they will always rise together to create balance. Zelda going back disrupted the balance in the past, The Hero of Hyrule never rose to stop The Demon King because he was sealed away by Rauru. This event changed the present, Ganondorf was never really under the castle until Zelda interacted with the stone of time.
In the original timeline Ganondorf destroyed the Zonai and their technology before he was eventually defeated by the Hero of Hyrule some time later. Ganondorf recognizes Link and The Master Sword, because it was originally used to defeat him in that timeline. This was his last ditch effort to give himself a second chance.
Had fun brainstorming for this and thought it was kind of cool, please don’t roast me too hard. Lifelong Zelda fan since Link’s Awakening on the Gameboy when I was 6 and I absolutely loved ToTK.

Back in like 2010 there was a reunion tour for the necros, Barry Henssler didn’t want to be a part of it so they called them selves “sorceN” and had a new lead singer. Does anyone know where I can find any photos or video from the tour?

And this has been the absolute worst year of life. I am so unhappy. Friends are urging me to celebrate and not isolate myself. But I just can't.
Our breakup has weighed heavily on me and I am just trying to get by. I don't feel like there is much worth celebrating. The truth of it is that I tried my best. I guess he tried his best to feel a certain way, to see it the way I see it. I wanted us to last so badly. But he just couldn't feel that way about me to WANT to get married. I didn't even want a wedding! Just a court or city hall kind of thing. He just couldn't reassure me that it's on the horizon eventually.. he was always resistant. Not once did I ever feel like he wanted to spend forever with me. Just...... right now, I guess. Maybe the next year or two? Any talks of anything beyond that.. felt like I was backing him into a corner even though I didn't mean to. Felt like exerting my need for a plan was putting too much pressure on him. It's been years.... and we are just to continue dating?
I started to feel bad that my longing for security and purposeful living started to go inwards. What could possibly be so wrong with marrying me? :( He said I make him so happy and loved and he loved me back right? Says I'm amazing, a catch, and appreciates how wonderful I am to him. It pained me that he could be so sweet to me day to day for years.., yet when I bring up longer term commitment.. it's like he shuts down. Like the topic was to be avoided in order to resolve conflict. Like a taboo :(
I tried to love him harder to change his mind. To make him see it could be a good thing! I offered my best side. I was so worn down by the end. I asked if I were to reassure him of his worries (prenup, hysterectomy).. THEN, would he want to get married because the union and value of marriage means so much to me...? I was STILL met with hesitancy. Like a compromise that he didn't want to make. Hearing him continue to reject my idea of marriage, basically drawing up a list of pros and cons (mainly cons)... and reject my values felt lt like I was trying to convince someone to want to be with me, because that's what I wanted.... with him. It just shattered my heart so much. :( So many conversations about it. And my heart broke every time.
So, here I am. Choosing to walk away but with barely enough energy to pull myself back together and heal. I have spent the last couple of years agonizing whether I am being impatient or whether I am asking for too much. Wondering what was so wrong with me that I have to negotiate my way into someone's heart. Wondering if he knew all along it wasn't gonna happen but strung me along anyway so I'd continue to treat him the way I did until I got to this very tired, very beaten down point. I am really trying not to see it that way because if so, then that would just be the worst form of selfishness and betrayal. And what if .. what if he's not opposed to marriage, he's just opposed to marrying ME? god just the thought of that makes me spiral. I can't believe I lost so much of myself trying to make this align.
So I guess happy almost birthday to me? It's sad being here. It's sad grieving the good things the relationship came with, the love I seemed to have, the day to day sweet nothings, how he treated me with affection and how happy I was when we were together. And choosing to walk away because it wasn't ever going to lead to anything more than that. Because at the end of the day, we couldn't see eye to eye on this.
I guess I'm choosing having him absent... Than having him.. yet resistant. I can't be happy either way. And I'm so miserable without him, it's almost as bad as being with him and being rejected over these conversations on a semi-regular basis.
I'm trying my best. I feel depleted of my resources and exhausted that my efforts led to this sadness anyway. :( I really hope I heal. I hope I get through this. I hope I didn't just waste these years. I hope I meet someone who will actually WANT to think about a future or marriage with me :( instead of treating it like a taboo topic to be swept under the rug.., to be covered up by the illusion of 'love' but non commitally.
That's all. Thanks for reading. I don't know what compelled me to post here to be honest, but I just feel so alone in my sadness and I want to believe that's not the case.